ok well, I just woke up about 30 minutes ago..its like 4:30 right now. I didnt get back from the show until 2 this morning so I was pretty tired. the show went pretty good, I actually liked hangin out with mat, clint, patrick and the whole crew more than I liked playin the show. I mean, it was good..I just wish the people werent so uptight. only like 4 or 5 kids moshed. its cool though. some places are like that I guess. but yea, I had a pretty good time last night in Kentucky. we have like 2 or 3 shows comin up, august 20 with TIR. and september 9th I think with my hero is me, and I'm gonna see if TIR wants on that show as well since they let us on the august 20th show. I'm as sick as a fuckin dog, I wouldnt mind being sick..just not this sick. my fuckin throat feels like someone is taking their long as crack finger nails and scratching down my fuckin throat everytime I breath, talk, smoke, everytime! my nose is stoped up, I'm coughin up shit and it sucks. I hate being like this. why couldnt I have just like.broke a finger? cough cough I feel the moods strongly approaching, I've been doin good though, so..I'll just keep my head up and go from there.

 ok so, basically..Its time for new friends. well, not new friends but..all of the friends that you have known me to hang out with. you can forget it. Im done with wearing my heart on my sleeve and I'm done letting some of my "friends" walk all over me. SO, right now, I'm down to like MAYBE 5 or 6 people I still want to hang out with. because we'll the 5 or 6 that I have in mind have never fucked me over. so thanks for playing and we'll see how my list is doin in amonth.

thats gonna get someone pissed off. 

next song title " I slept with someone from fall of the fatalist and all's I got was a button."